2448) If I didn’t have responsibilities, I would stay in my apartment till I was thin enough. Maybe then I could get better.
2496) Almost a year ago I was super skinny, but with physically recovery I’ve gained so much weight and now I’m going back to my old ED behaviours and I’m so scared, that I won’t be able to lose it.
2498) If I could just stop eating completely again, things would be better. It would consume me so I wouldn’t have time to think about how unlovable and unwanted I am.
The amount of posts tagged #proana saying shit like “So i decided I need to lose weight’ or ‘I eat X calories a day but obvs have cheat days!!” (yes, so that would be a DIET) is ridiculous.
Deciding you want to lose weight DOES NOT MEAN YOU HAVE ANOREXIA NERVOSA.
Deciding to diet or crash diet…